i dont know what goes into your head when youre with her. theres just only one word to explain it. Love. But everything with love comes with a cost and lately shes been causing you pain.. a alot of pain and for some effing reason it hurts me too. i said i could feel the pain.. and you said i had no fucking idea what you felt and that just instantly made me fall into tears. you know why? I DONT FUCKING KNOW. i think its because i dont have anything good to say about it, i dont know how to help you, i dont feel like im good enough as a best friend to help you. it really hurts you know. like
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im in tears and its better if you never find out. why? its probably because i have no right to think that i feel your pain cause i really dont. NO WWAIT I DO. WHY? CAUSE IVE BEEN THROUGH THAT BEFORE TOO AND YOU DONT SEEM TO REMEMBER. loljks... :/
no i dont blame you. i blame myself . you dont really see me as a bestfriend like you described on tumblr is it? cause then it wouldnt have been on there in the first place. i think..
youre the bestestest friend in the whole wide world. hard to admit to others but yeah i guess you are probably the closest. Even though you make me cry and upset sometimes its worth it .. cause something else always makes up for it. i pretty much tell you everything there is to tell and i trust that you also do the same. thanks for always opening up to me <3 and when you said you didnt really understand everyone's situation i honestly think you do. and yes i can honestly say i lack in common sense and thats prob why i fail those common sense maths tests that they give randomly -- LUL .
back to you, best friend. youve got the best advice anyone could give. im so lucky to have someone close to me like you. through our ups and downs we both stay strong. well i dont think you see any downs but i do >.> even if it wasnt your intention to hurt me accidently.. i know you know that sometimes you do take things too seriously and forget to respect my feelings. 'im sorry for making you upset' thanks for that :s honestly. and thanks for respecting what i thought of her.. i really thought you were gonna kill me :s bestest friend ever <3 LOVEYOUFOREVERBESTFRIEND.
i have so many memories with you its like tattooed in my brain for life.
thanks a tonne for everything s. 'cause you opened my eyes and showed me so many options i didnt know of. i love you best friend for life. i will try and always be the one who makes your day even through the hardest times. <3
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dear bestfriend; - Monday, August 16, 2010 @ 6:07 AM
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dear bestfriend; - Monday, August 16, 2010 @ 6:07 AM
i dont know what goes into your head when youre with her. theres just only one word to explain it. Love. But everything with love comes with a cost and lately shes been causing you pain.. a alot of pain and for some effing reason it hurts me too. i said i could feel the pain.. and you said i had no fucking idea what you felt and that just instantly made me fall into tears. you know why? I DONT FUCKING KNOW. i think its because i dont have anything good to say about it, i dont know how to help you, i dont feel like im good enough as a best friend to help you. it really hurts you know. like
fuck ing hell im in tears and its better if you never find out. why? its probably because i have no right to think that i feel your pain cause i really dont. NO WWAIT I DO. WHY? CAUSE IVE BEEN THROUGH THAT BEFORE TOO AND YOU DONT SEEM TO REMEMBER. loljks... :/ no i dont blame you. i blame myself . you dont really see me as a bestfriend like you described on tumblr is it? cause then it wouldnt have been on there in the first place. i think.. youre the bestestest friend in the whole wide world. hard to admit to others but yeah i guess you are probably the closest. Even though you make me cry and upset sometimes its worth it .. cause something else always makes up for it. i pretty much tell you everything there is to tell and i trust that you also do the same. thanks for always opening up to me <3 and when you said you didnt really understand everyone's situation i honestly think you do. and yes i can honestly say i lack in common sense and thats prob why i fail those common sense maths tests that they give randomly -- LUL . back to you, best friend. youve got the best advice anyone could give. im so lucky to have someone close to me like you. through our ups and downs we both stay strong. well i dont think you see any downs but i do >.> even if it wasnt your intention to hurt me accidently.. i know you know that sometimes you do take things too seriously and forget to respect my feelings. 'im sorry for making you upset' thanks for that :s honestly. and thanks for respecting what i thought of her.. i really thought you were gonna kill me :s bestest friend ever <3 LOVEYOUFOREVERBESTFRIEND. i have so many memories with you its like tattooed in my brain for life. thanks a tonne for everything s. 'cause you opened my eyes and showed me so many options i didnt know of. i love you best friend for life. i will try and always be the one who makes your day even through the hardest times. <3 |
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