did i mention that i hated wednesdays ?
yesh well its been on my pm many times before ahah STUF YOU WEDNESDAY ! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS BRRING ME BAD LUCK ! ! ! !
well it was half goodluck. ahah but yeah i stared into a crows eye ROFL oops ):
what else happened yesterday..oh thats right . the guy i thought liked me said he doesnt like 'her' anymore. and i really like him :/
he said that it wont work out with her and that he doesnt want the same thing to happen all over again jst like what happened with his ex not long ago, and also because hes changed his mind and its a DEFINITE NO. he even emphasised the word no several times :/ maybe cause he wnated to tell me he was not into me anymore.
im not even 100% sure that it was me but .. i think it was? all the signs ? everything thing we would talk about lead to it . we promised eachother that all secrets will be revealed on he 16th or 17th but since he said that yesterday i really dont wanna say anything. i thought he was gonna tell me he liked me and i was gonna tell him too but :/ not anymore. now im sad, confused, angry, and RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT IM PISSED OFF AT ONE OF MY FRIENDS ! not to the full extent but what she said was really hurtful, from a bestfriend especially.
she said 'maybe he doesnt like you'
sigh i should get over it she was only trying to help . but seriously ? LOL whatever i love her but maybe i think she shouldve thought before she said that. maybe its just that shes not nitm either .. :/ okay so, this year sucks so far, a few fails in school.. maybe a lot sigh got exams too ! fark and i havnt even started my music assignment due tmr and its like nearly 7pm . got so much on my mind ): GO AWAAAAAY !
byebye.