why is it that my bestfriend is always close to every guy i like or use to like.
killsme.

so .. sup, how you been ?
so so so os ^^ omgahd i think i like someone >.> kinda confessed and it turned out pretty good :o naaaaaaaaaaaah but >< i cant nah wait sigh idk . okay what should i do ?
hmm jst let it flow and take me to wherever it wants to take me.
NAHNAHNAHANHANAHANHAANNAHAHAHANAHANAJANHANAHAHNAHILYNAHAHHANAH (8)
raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaishel.
uhoh
BTW I LOVE KIM&JLIM AHAH ^^
ily (:

whats bad .. hmm I FAILED MATHS BIG TIME LIKE FCK. AND IM SICK LIKE NO TOMORROW ):

my happy feeling wont last long im guessing LOL anyways ill make the most of now and hope for a great day tmr :)
ps.ilr *

im not falling for you the third time :/

did i mention that i hated wednesdays ?
yesh well its been on my pm many times before ahah STUF YOU WEDNESDAY ! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS BRRING ME BAD LUCK ! ! ! !
well it was half goodluck. ahah but yeah i stared into a crows eye ROFL oops ):
what else happened yesterday..oh thats right . the guy i thought liked me said he doesnt like 'her' anymore. and i really like him :/
he said that it wont work out with her and that he doesnt want the same thing to happen all over again jst like what happened with his ex not long ago, and also because hes changed his mind and its a DEFINITE NO. he even emphasised the word no several times :/ maybe cause he wnated to tell me he was not into me anymore.
im not even 100% sure that it was me but .. i think it was? all the signs ? everything thing we would talk about lead to it . we promised eachother that all secrets will be revealed on he 16th or 17th but since he said that yesterday i really dont wanna say anything. i thought he was gonna tell me he liked me and i was gonna tell him too but :/ not anymore. now im sad, confused, angry, and RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT IM PISSED OFF AT ONE OF MY FRIENDS ! not to the full extent but what she said was really hurtful, from a bestfriend especially.
she said 'maybe he doesnt like you'
sigh i should get over it she was only trying to help . but seriously ? LOL whatever i love her but maybe i think she shouldve thought before she said that. maybe its just that shes not nitm either .. :/ okay so, this year sucks so far, a few fails in school.. maybe a lot sigh got exams too ! fark and i havnt even started my music assignment due tmr and its like nearly 7pm . got so much on my mind ): GO AWAAAAAY !
byebye.

AHAH AH AH H AH AHHA im hoping you'll read this LOL
mmm yesh i read your blog :/ and you're not fine at all :( dw babe you got me ;D stuff him. he's a bitch that doesn't take any notice of anyone else's feelings but his own >( I MISS YOU ! LOOOOL we should go out sometime soon. I'll text you as soon as i get my sim LOL Kevinla gave me your number (Y)
DON'T THINK ABOUT HIM ! THINK ABOUT ME YEAAAH (H) <3
im so bored -- i could just say this on msn but you're not on so yeah ahah
xKingtee ;]
omg so late and cant go sleep >.>