i dont know who im pissed at. i think im jst pissed of at the situation which means i must be pissed of at the person that caaused this to happen.. but i cant. i jst cant
lets jst say.. i dislike that person now :s
arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh as if my life wasnt bad enough man.
is it me ? or this month has been the worst month.
i have problems with family, friends and bestfriends. why cant they all disappear :/
maybe my life was supposed to end like this ? okay then.. let it be.
ooh cecilia jst told me about a group on fb (: hi cecilia <3
''You're not sorry you did it. You're sorry I found out.''
i totally agree.. ):i dont want to feel this wayy.. but i doo.. i feel like i shouldnt but i do >< GAAAH
how come i have to be in all this pain ? why cant i die.jst fucking die !? FUCK MY LIFE :'(
(8) life will be more worthwhile if i smile ..
i dont tihnk ill have a smile on my face...i dont think ive had a real smile on my face since august or september LOL. wow .
eeeeeeh, im worried about a girl .. a very close friend of mine.. i jst dont know how shell react.. i hope not worse then how i did.. :/ i love her ): and thats why i backed out .. i jst didnt want a fight to happen.. ..
im scared a fight will happen..a replay of last year. and that was hell.
lets hope that wont happen (: i dont want to be involved.
bleeeh x( i need a hug
<3
